Oh gods I felt awful yesterday. Did a really half arsed attempt at Energy, I didn't even make it all the way through. The boyfriend was grumpy and I was just kinda sad and it all felt a little pointless because my diet is AWFUL and being on the pill is making me gain weight.
On the other hand. Upper body strength has improved since I started, and while my flexibility is completely knackered I guess that's just one of those things that takes a while to improve. It's been over a month since I started this and I've seen very little difference in my weight, but again, that's mostly due to my shit diet and my slight reticence to be stricter with myself. I really only have a buffer zone of about 14 pounds before I am TOO SKINNY and I have to stop. I was hoping that by eating, not unhealthily, but not completely fat free I'd be bale to lose weight, but not too much. I'm not sure if that's working and I'm just being too impatient. I really wanted to wear a crop top last night and it just wasn't happening. Again, I'm not fat, but because of my small frame any excess is very noticeable, especially when it's as jiggly as mine is.
Bleh. Next week will be better. I'll eat less crap, do more hooping. Be better.
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